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Thursday, October 20th, 2005
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SHALOM.hmm once again in that weird mood to write and write and share some pictures.so i might just do that.Anywhooooz,life has been good i guess.School is going very well,i have gotten some much tougher subjects in school..i wouldnt think continuation school would be challenging at all..but it actually kind of is this year,and i like it.It felt like last year i was in pre school and watched animal planet in history,it was ridiculous,but once again getting off subject yeah that is good im doing very well,friends are amazing..although not gonna lie i do miss a couple,but i am getting in touch with them,me and brynna are still as close as ever and im glad for that..very glad<3.We've been kind of relaxing for the past 2 weeks,lets just say summer..we were rarely sober and out everywhere..and it just gets old at times so you need that period of time were you mellow out and shut down from all that shiat,but this weekend we need to get back on that haha.Hmm stuff at home..everything was going all right until about a week ago,my mom started pmsing or something and started picking fights for NO reason,its so odd,threating to give my dog away..(uh haha)i swear i think she is dating someone and they had a fight or something,i've been finding out a lot of stuff about my parents i didn't know,they're kind of freaks..not gonna lie,but yeah im never usually home on the weekends so i dont have to put up with that stuff then,i do feel bad though leaving her like alone at home..but who knows maybe she has her little boy come over to..god knows,hmm uhm yeah i need to get a job,ASAP&i need to get my permit,gosh darn it i am sooo late on that.Boys are good i guess..i've finally figured myself out..i like getting hurt..i could have the sweetest cutest boy which is amazing and in the beginning im fascinated and i like it but then a total asshole comes along and i pick him which screws me over..i dont get it.Oh well one day when the right one will come..i will tell..i guess.But yeah i like this boy as of now..kind of..we'll see..oh never mind,i dont wanna write about that anymore haha.On a better note school today was fun AND IT IS 9 DAYS TILL MONSTER MASSIVE! i seriously cannot!!! wait,i have my outfit all ready..its kind of slutty but i dont currr i can be anything and anyone on that day no one will look at you strangly haha..i have my corset..garder belt..thigh high fishnets..black tight mini skirt..and on top of that a seethrough flipp out short skirt..i still need to get highhh black heels and my very long black extentions..vampire teeth..and some red lipstick and white powder for face..other then that my costume is done..i guess im going for vampire/gothic/elvira/slutty thing? oh god knows..whatever will come out will come out im not gonna classify myself as anything.We went to Knotts Scary Farm this friday it was fun..we dressed up in our high platform shoes..my creepers which i havent worn in forever and one of brynnas really high shoes from a while ago..it was funny,we flirted with all the monsters and took pictures with many..the pictures are kinda shitty cause of the fog and i look like complete poop.but its aiiight.
enjoy.have a good day and A SAFE HALLOWEEN.dont eat weird looking candy or like pills of the floor :)
peace out girl scout.
yeah there are more but im to lazy to keep going.buh bye..MUAHAHHAHAHA.
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Wednesday, July 6th, 2005
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I know i havent writen in here in a while but you know those moods you get in when you just have an urge to write and write and write,ya definetly in one of those at the moment.So ya a lot has happened since i wrote in here but i dont care cause i never use this thing,anyways enough of my babbling.Life has been nice its summer and its one of those calm peaceful summers,its usually one year its crazy and the next mellow,for example last summer was insaneeeeeeee and this summer is so calming,i guess thats a good thing.At the moment i am sitting on brynnas floor and she is sleeping we just watched Spun it was our first time seeing it,it was a good movie,brynna fell asleep at the end but i saw the whole thing,i liked it,confusing but with a good meaning,the feeling where you just finish a movie and you question your whole life story kind of movie haha.Although i know im nothing like that movie,thank goodness,ah i cant stop listening to this one song from blonde redhead,it reminds me of last summer,blah i switch off topics to much and i forgot to mention that me and my baby girl probably took the most amazing bubble jet bath today,it was seriously the best part of my day,ahahha,we got all the bubbles and went outside and had a bubble machine never mind it was a thing where youd have to be there but it was fantastic,but yeah school went fine i got my report card(even though its a continuation school) i did well,all A's and B's haha my parents were proud,my friends are great,i like a boy right now,he's really sweet and that good stuff,crossing my fingers this one will stick around for a bit :/ im sick of getting a new boy every week,its weird how you can make someone be so dazzled by you in the beginning and then it just fades...this hasnt happened yet with this guy and i wish it wont.Cant we all wish for a happy ending?Ugh gr i dont know why im in such a weird mood,im happy but if the slightest thing bothered me right now i would just start crying,maybe i should just go to sleep,gosh darn it whenever i sleep at brynnas i cant fall asleep haha so strange,andd i have to get up at 7 to go back to irvine.I've been in South County wayy to much lately i need to spend more time with my mom poor thing she's just with my doggy and herself now,my dad moved out but he still calls every day like a good dad so i guess its not alll that different,i now get the meaning of "you dont miss something unless its gone" or something of that nature.Mk i am dead tired and hot as hell (today i had to lay out at brynnas job(lifeguarding) and i definetly got some color) :'( i was so mad.gr but i havent posted a new picture in a while so here is one from like 3 days ago with my extentions.
night<3
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Wednesday, April 6th, 2005
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 uh definetly miss my old piercings.
So lately i've been really sick.and since i can remember even when i was a little kid im always sick.but oh well.i've been sleeping for the past 2 days..and been calling people to see if im waking up in the daytime or night time i dont even know anymore haha.anyways,today at 1 i get to go to another school and sign up,they're kicking me out of regular school.oh well i know i try just my absents always pull me behind.Other then that im kind of excited spring break is coming up soon,and my birthday is on 420 so thats soon to.On friday brynna is having her birthday party so i get to be by her side and im happy.I think im gonna get a job since my school will be ending at 1 now,this store called SX it looks nice enough,so im excited about that to.Right now my boy situation..well lets just say im taking a break.My last relationship..was pretty bad ending..but its ok im over it.With me its like i always need a boy..all the time..and i just need to learn to be more independent,so a break will do me good.Although,to find a good faithful boy nowadays is pretty tough..getting one wouldnt be to bad.My friends are amazing..i seriously couldn't ask for more.They are always there for me..i dont know what i would do without them.My family is going ok,my parents are getting divorced and im happy because i just think it would be best if i lived with my mom alone.Other then that my dad is coming to pick me up in about 2 hours..ima go finish the incredibles and get ready.I'll write some more later<3Peace.
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